major relief

I'm done with the major essay- my p&p Qn
and I'm left with 4 more things to do, plus two test to prepare for
you know what, i really don't feel like doing it anyways they are the less important ones
i really don't want my eyes to bulge out and if i can i will wish to study my test first

Joe's mid-years starts tomorrow! i really hope he does well and now, there's one more thing i need to do: help him in his revision
i will like this week to get over fast...spare us our agonies!

hopefully you will make me sane :)

Suddenly, you came to my mind..
Now i know how you feel at that time
why you cried in front of me
& why you want to say good-bye
at that time, i should have hugged you, say I'm really sorry for the things i did

you're hurt & betrayed, you choose not to let me see
perhaps,
if we can make things known to each other,
now there would not be any regrets

Our relationship's as delicate as a glass, once broken we tried to fix it but its neither our fault that there will always be cracks

weekends!

Gonna stay up tonight to finish up some of my homework before i start to freak out on Sunday afternoon.
homework, i want to make you my best friend in the long run, hopefully

this week isn't too bad i suppose
things are getting better nowadays & the situations are more manageable without the tense atmosphere hovering around
at least there's some contribution

being bitchy isn't what i wanted but its a way to vent out my irritations
hypocrites? i think everyone is, in different situations people tend to act differently. its in us, the ability to react to various conditions with or without "masks" or "camouflages" on us. whats the truth is up to you to decipher
i would rather be me, just me, but i guess sometimes its not up to ourselves to decide.

oh ya i ate alot of things today, haha stress perhaps is the main contributor!
nevertheless i'm gonna burn all the calories tomorrow!~its another sailing day~

today, somethings seem to change. i hope not.

:)

tuesday was B&J's FREE CONE DAY + MJ's soccer team match with CJ (they ended up with a draw i think, 1-1: & mr chen's furious abt it-keep saying that today's not a good day plus he's cranky during the lect on wed)
went there after sailing training: was perspiring and sticky but these are nothing compared to the ice cream that we had after queuing for abt 40mins
and while we wait...we decided to take some pictures!


me+atiqah :)


atiqah+andrew(now i know that he like to take pictures ALOT)


the twins! :D


wednesday's a very long day
started with NAPFA 2.4km in the morning
then lessons resume (went to sit in for miss sim's geog JC1 lecture which was like a revision-but i dont really like the way she teach, its more of asking then she teaching)
she's quite irritating when she ask Qns- she will sigh and then ask for a few more mins then blabber the answer out: so fast that most of us cant catch what she's talking about?!
after lessons came the atmo geog talk about UHI in s'pore
way better than the global one! more entertaining too-i guess he want to attract us to NUS then to really give us a talk hurhur half the time he's promoting his module la

evening time! :D went to watch shakespheare on <3

the interior of DBS arts center :)

dinner's at pick & bite @ marina sq :) their mei chai kou rou's very nice! worth it man!
then went to jollibean to drink their soyabean + pearl drink :) was craving for pearl milk tea but cant find any shop that sells it: when i saw sam drinking, i'm eyeing at her drink almost all the time la lol


pat & me, taking photos at the traffic light, paiseh the camera's angle a bit...haha


me+pretty ade (she wore a nice dress :P)


cute kat + me (she's sitting next to me that night :) so she's my potential camwhore partner!)


lizzy+me+kat+qiu xuan in the background if you see her haha: took it @ 7-ll's mirror hurhur

after the play, it was quite late, so we went home
ade+becky+me decided to chill at tamp macs & we chat quite a bit


its nice to have her back again :)


today: LABOUR DAY :) its mostly a sleep in day cause i slept at 3am in the morning haha dont ask me what i'm doing i'm not sure too
did a bit of GP essay outline, read handmaid's tale
dinner with my family, finally! hectic week so didnt really had time to catch up with them
chatting, laughing, grocery shopping with them's a bliss :D


i will see you tomorrow, i know :)

finally!

hurhur finally finished my P&P essay outline with my good partner Morena!
cant wait for the presentation to be over tml :D hope that it'll be good
went library at 5plus this evening and managed to finish what need to be handed up
now, i'm more appreciative of the library :) its a place that "forces" me to study

plus: i'm looking forward to wed's play and thursday's holiday :D
i'm gonna make things right the way it had started out to be-starting from tomorrow

will we meet? :)

Tired but contented

just reach home, want to just go sleep-BUT i still have loads to do
ytd was an inefficient day so this weekend or should i say 1 1/2 days i'll have to face homework/assignments/tutorials

Sailing was FUN! in the morning, we went roll-tacking away and after we eaten our packet lunch
we went "SWIMMING" in the pool! wahaha ended up looking like a whole bunch of crazy people in the pool laughing and playing away
the most hilarious is when atiqah suddenly talk abt synchronized swimming
den we all started to do funny poses and stuff... but the climax is when atiqah start to swirl around in circles in the pool plus some of the girls' shorts/pants nearly came out-we laughed like mad people
the feeling's great with the whole sailing team in the pool :) the silde in the baby pool was fun too!
& when girls start to gather round: you know what happens:
cam whoring sessions--in the pool!!
haha we took pictures with caution and with lots of "ehh dont splash!", "be careful!" and even asked a "look like rushing to somewhere" woman to help us take pictures. hurhur will upload when val gives it to us :D

thanks partner for telling me what you always wanted to say, it made me feel like i'm really your friend LOL :D it matters alot to me- i'll helm the next time ok! :D with confidence!
p.s. maybe we can see that cute policeman a.g.a.i.n next week haha but personally i feel that only his army style hair's cute :x

you look strangely familiar

At a loss

went blog-hopping for like more than an hour-now i can claim that i'm an updated friend
actually felt quite guilty that i'm slacking and not doing my work that's piling up:

• Lit P&P presentation Qn: “At the heart of Austen’s romantic story is a biting feminist satire.” Comment in relation to pride prejudice. (i'm still quite stuck at this Qn, help anyone?)
• Lit (a.g.a.i.n) temoest essay Qn
• Geog: Atmo and Global tutorials (still waiting for geog rep to confirm with us)
• Econs (by the forever & ever & ever...ongoing NSC that's really on task) cant believe we've started on our yellow book when the others havent even finish their blue one

Now, i really look forward to SAILING! though its time consuming but its when i can finally get my mind off all the school work. :) partly because i've got my good fellow sailors! you guys know who you are! :D plus with the NEW life jackets-i'm quite excited to go sailing tml hurhur (thanks to that efficient MR Aidil)

on a side note, i hate it when things get out of hand.

i want to set things straight but i dont know HOW to. i dont want to be a hypocrite but i guess if i trash things out, things will never be the same again. it isnt that complex and i wish that i have a more magnanimous heart and encompass everything without any complaints and dislike. it isnt a major problem, i hope, cause i'm determined to make things right: the whole atmosphere is too stiffling. i cant imagine how to get along.

"HOW TO" is the question i question myself

everything seems more bearable with you around :)